JessicaMarie

Discovered draft from 2014/15: Scared if I move on, whats there? I had a really great  productive day, but find myself sitting here plotting on bed time, feeling extreme discomfort in my stomachs pit, is it bc I texted an ex, because I am afraid of my next business venture? Worried about why my surgery scar on my chest is healing with pain from over a month ago?  Or that I have big choices to make in my career moves and Im not sure what the heck is coming or going right now! "He grants the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cries for help and rescues them." Psalms 145:19 Midway thru this thought process I spoke with my mom trying to find words to explain the awkward feeling I was experiencing in my own skin. She only called to tell me a funny story and I told her how I didn't really understand why I would feel how I felt and that maybe it was the uncomforted of not knowing what was next in my life since so many changes were taking place, but what I thi...

August blog. I’m back everyone! Where have I been? Only lord knows lol I plan to blog until the 27th and see how this will go. It’s a challenge to myself but I’m going to give it a real try. I find myself diving deep and also hitting rock bottom when I do, but here we go! It’s my third day into my vacation from school! I decided to take 6 classes thru summer and boy do I feel like I literally fell and slid thru school! Along the way hard skid my whole life! Primarily my brain and social life! Lol  I managed to take a trip on the week off of school before summer. I went to Mexico and had a blast but it didn’t contribute much to the work that summer school brought on. I’m proud. I feel like I lifted my heaviest weight in one push. Now it’s on to the next. I have 4 weeks off before Fall semester begins and I’ll also be working. I can’t thank god enough for allowing me to see it this far, for him to allow me to persevere and not at all be less because of my wavy circumstan...