Discovered draft from 2014: Scared if I move on, whats there?
Discovered draft from 2014/15: Scared if I move on, whats there? I had a really great productive day, but find myself sitting here plotting on bed time, feeling extreme discomfort in my stomachs pit, is it bc I texted an ex, because I am afraid of my next business venture? Worried about why my surgery scar on my chest is healing with pain from over a month ago? Or that I have big choices to make in my career moves and Im not sure what the heck is coming or going right now! "He grants the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cries for help and rescues them." Psalms 145:19 Midway thru this thought process I spoke with my mom trying to find words to explain the awkward feeling I was experiencing in my own skin. She only called to tell me a funny story and I told her how I didn't really understand why I would feel how I felt and that maybe it was the uncomforted of not knowing what was next in my life since so many changes were taking place, but what I thi...