My 23rd Birthday.


August 27 2010
12:30 am

Happy New Year to me! Happy New Year to me! Happy New Year dear meeeeeeeeee! Happy new year to me!!!!!!!!! Yay!

It’s my birthday and I am here! I am 23! I am at my Jordan stage! My all star! My Game on year! Im excited!  I’ve always felt very special about my birthday ever since I was young. There’s just something about the numbers 8 ,27, 87 that fuel me. I love them. It’s like 2 87’s but randomly. Like me…. Lol.
Lets see here it's a new beginning for me, I have turned 23. There is something about the sound of that age that makes you FEEL grown, “Yes, Im 23” wow. I know in retrospect it is very young, but Im excited to be alive and not feel so unaccomplished being that Im still in community college and no where close to a degree. Nowhere close to finishing accomplishing anything really but now knowing what it is exactly I want in life or at least what it is I WANT and WILL do n life. 

You know, god puts this dream in you, I think when he creates you before you are dropped here. Like he put all the right ingredients in us then shakes us all up and in that friction our heart is filled with our magical desires, whether it be a hopeless romantic or painter; a dreamer or collector. Our heart holds all these special things that are unexplainable but so powerful and strong.

This New Year for me will be lived with an open heart and no free card to steal my joy. I will cherish all my joy and share it with the world. I will hold steady and stay committed to myself. I love this woman I am and I admire her. I want to put a smile on this face everyday and I will cause Honey I deserve it! I see the change in me already! I love it! I love being 23! Lol goodnight. 

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