My Intro Into the YouTuuuuube World

I made a promise that I would share more of my experience of what's going on in my life during this journey of battling cancer for the 4th time. I plan to get better at uploading more footage and staying connected with the ones I love and love me through this time. I hope these videos will help another person that may be going through anything similar.


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