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The craziest feeling is feeling that no one can understand how you feel or what you mean when you try to express yourself. Someone told me tonight that they know how it feels to be completely innocent and no one in the room believed them and they knew they couldn't convince the other people any different. They went further on to tell me how it made them feel and that it was a crazy experience, and I am sure very uncomfortable too, but theres nothing you can do change what other people think or say. I put myself in many situations and occasions that were totally unnecessary and not only could it have negatively effect my future it could have been detrimental to my health and cause me to send my self back to hospital. Its crazy how emotions fly loose and Ego takes King in your life when you can not see clearly. Reacting to or out of anger is not the key to solving any issues. I learned plenty of times that when you react emotionally to a situation it usually doesn't help... at all. It took a lot to get me to the point where I am today and even today was a hard one for me NOT to do somethings out of reacting to somethings that negatively impact me. There has to come a point where we don't allow anger and frustration of wanting to prove a point and speak our truth control how we deal with an issue. Its easier said than done, but in reality people searching for a reaction out of you is only for their entertainment but they have no real abilities and only cause noise to bring negativity, but some must be smarter and realize what you really lose when you step to lower levels for the moment to prove your point, or to be "understood". Most have nothing to lose and you have much at hand , so never step down to explain or prove a point when YOU, yourself knows the truth, the ones who love you know your truth and the ones who care know your truth. I stepped down to try to express myself and only proved to myself that I almost risked, still did risk some,but could've put at risk a whole lot more and my health by reacting to ignorance over and over again. I even tried to fix my ignorance by replacing it with another ignorant idea... and what it boils down to...is to prove a point. A point thats not worth more than the person or the devils game plan the idea came from. When all is said and done and time goes on as it will, truth always prevails and you never have to walk in the gutter to prove that it stinks in there. God tells us HE will handle all that. E.G.O.= Edging God Out and right now I aint got time for that! #LettingItGo

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