...a year and a half later....

...a year and a half later.... I finally log back in to type a BLOG. 

I honestly came to this page with the attitude and sigh of  "I probably will not even remember the password this time" and sure enough it was already logged in from my previously logging (I did with the attempt to blog) to only re inspire myself with readings of my old post and never getting around to typing a thing! 

I sure did make sure to tell everyone how great it was to be able to look back at all the things I had to say then vs what I have been up to now....crazy how the world can take a hold and pull you into the wants and needs that have nothing but distractions from the gaol at stake, but un-doubtingly instills you with life self taught lessons that can never be washed away?

Seems these days I and many others have been tested and pushed to limits that are unexplainable but blessings in disguises. I have felt judged, provoked and tested all at the same time , and sometimes failed miserably and others passed highly, but all in all they were all apart of running head first to the desires of self assurances and integrity of trying to doing life a way of my own and along side that comes challenges and being the competitor I am (I can sometimes take on more than need be) I don't beat myself up about things that occur or didn't occur but  yet I breathe and thank god for his advice of standing still and His promises of handling the things we have out of our control. Yet there is a sick comfort in knowing that most people my age are going through exact the same thing.... TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT... we all just want to be SUCCESSFUL right?!... and experience this thing LOVE and spin plates at the same time!!!! All I'm saying is with this welcome back blog to self.... I am happy to be alive and ready to continue to share at times; my journey to this places I will end up. School isn't a cupcake walk in the park, love isn't just a four letter word, and that the taste of success is only as sweet as the taste of your hard work. Love you all GOODNIGHT! And happy 2012! 

RIP
Bert Wyatt. 

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