While I'm at it…
I said I would blog more and I have not… I am not ashamed! lol! I am on my way out the door right now ( lol meaning I still have to throw on pants before mom pulls up) and while I laid in bed thinking I might have over lapped my agenda by planning this brunch for my mom and how I will probably not get around to complete any of the task I have set for myself to become a successful being in life, I realized my a%$ is still laying in bed under the cover. So, here I am making myself proud and instead off being all warm, bundled up thinking how much I suck for NOT doing this, I am doing it! in the cold in my underwear not in bed and still needing to throw something on before my mom calls saying she is on her way! Since I am on a roll I'll continue a bit more, Last night … last night was intense…. I am going thru some deep emotional and spiritual changes right now in my life. I am realizing more and more how independent I am and how much I wish I could just be dependent on at le